[core hints] in the time in political assume leadership, belief and class class status become dominant force of marriage. The marital label of this times writes a 2 words of “ revolution ” awesomely, get together and coming loose is for “ revolution ” . Acquaintance is “ goes to come along for a common revolutionary cause ” , marrying is to attend class accuse and denounce at a meeting ” of “ fight selfishness, actively better. After be being approved via the organization, new people can pat popular marriage to illuminate.
The hand holds red treasured book, heart Xianggong sun, one face awe-inspiring righteousness, it is at that time most standard marriage is illuminated. Get a piece of marriage certificate that keeps full ana again, do to bow to Chairman Mao oath wedding, build family of a revolution eventually to revolutionary husband and wife. Because,the divorce also is “ revolution ” .
The divorce case of this time, basically have nothing to do disposition feeling, affect class class status only. ” of ” of bounds of make a clear distinction of a “ , “ turn one's weapon around and strike, make part of husband and wife of countless conjugal love. Because class footing can pass blood relationship to accede allegedly, so such occasion is extremely common: Before introducer is making an appointment with both sides of male and female to meet, should get bilateral parents to go to police station first card of check residence cards, with the domestic composition with authentic respective fact. Troubled times does not talk about love. Even if is to love each other sincerely, also want to hiding assist to wear, because love is belonged to by ” of critically emotional appeal of “ petty bourgeoisie. Red match red, black search black, also there is no lack of of active or passive Pan Gaozhi.
In the time of disorder of human twist, viewpoint of value, functional more deflection of marriage live and stabilize. The choose of this period occasionally on pop chart, the soldier of root Zheng Miaogong resides head of a list of names posted up high.
Zhu Fengqin: 63 years old
Guo Changxin: 68 years old
Deep 1967 autumn, I and the revolution that the marriage of bright red Feng Qin loves the wife to resound through the sky in ” of “ the Great Cultural Revolution began in catchword.
I graduated from Lu Xun academy of fine arts 1965, allocate Liaoning art publishing house, by the regulation “ goes down ” attended “ one year 4 clear ” .
Came back in September 1966, catching up with ” of “ the Great Cultural Revolution. 1967, I already was mature young person of 27 years old, still do not have a girlfriend, lv Yan of well-meaning old pal helps me introduce a boy or girl friend.
Smaller than me to seeming girl Zhu Fengqin of 5 years old, in Taiyuan street a grocer inn works, each respect is very outstanding. Our meeting site is China road in her home.
The night that a drizzle fallings thick and fast, lv Yan takes me to go to an appointment.
The impression that this old person gives me is very good, guileless is kind; Him Zhu Fengqin also compares a photograph to be close friends to my feeling. The destiny is destined so my this all one's life and this family are contacted together.
Arrived when us phase of be passionately in love, ” of “ the Great Cultural Revolution began change to arrive on the head of my father, he at that time is county of 100 million lids 4 medium culture and education of high school language grinds group leader.
A day of 1948, ranking bearer wanted the teacher collective of entire school to fill Zhang Jia to enter the form of Kuomintang, without any activities.
After liberating, parents is registered to concerned branch, the conclusion of textural is at that time: General history problem. And in ” of “ the Great Cultural Revolution, rebel group people regarded father as naturally the object of revolution and dictatorship begins criticize and denounce sb.
She and I am in shop leader understand of Zhu Fengqin object, branch secretary looks for her to talk personally, let footing of class of her stand firm, do not delimit with the son of Kuomintang not clear dividing line, some returns ardently to introduce the boy or girl friend of liberation army cadre for her.
She although infatuation does not change, but bore after all enormous mental pressure, preliminary Party member has not become a full member, lane is bad to still can desertion ” of “ politics life. Below all sorts of pressure, she appeared insomnious phenomenon, the heart also gave trouble.
At that time socially “ father hero brave man, father is reactionary the viewpoint of blamed ” still has the market very much. And Gong Miaozheng of root of phoenix musical instrument, it is old advanced worker, the successor that shop key fosters.
At this moment the little brother sends a letter, the sign that says father is hanging ” of “ Kuomintang evil elements from the old society everyday by criticize and denounce sb, close in “ stable ” . I feel, this should bring disaster to her, affect her future.
I passed thought fight one time, express to her, we calculated, part company, marry improper to us, can affect you all one's life. She did not talk at that time, tear seizes the socket of eye instantly and go out.
Myself also feels, those who say is against one's will if, because of father's problem, there still is not final verdict at that time, do some so too too brash, brutal. Later, also do not raise this opinion again. And farther-in-law mother-in-law is worker one's previous experience, to the circumstance of this arise suddenly, they also are water of a mist. Then, uncle Zhu Fengqin that searched technically to hold the post of a police inspector at that time studied.
This old Party member that has qualifications and record of service says: Often believe general history problem of father, there won't be what major issue in the future, what won't affect. This authoritative and just make known one's position, also be the important decision that makes my marriage.
Our love is undertaking hardly. One day, mother-in-law and I said a paragraph of word, make me all one's life unforgettable. She says: Which does “ often believe, if will come one day, feng Qin because the problem of your pa, party membership is done not have, are you returned can think much of sb she? ” I the eye contains hot tear to tell her at that time: “ won't, I can am opposite forever she is good. I still am not a Party member, how to meet look down upon she; Besides, I just do not like her. ” such, I got farther-in-law mother-in-law be dead set approbate. I appreciate them heartily, holding the mood that be thankful in the arms all the time, give presents they till attend upon a dying relative of provide for the aged.
The past between a long time of half an year, we arrived to talk when marriage talking is married. I put forward the marriage April 1968 date, old people agrees, then ground of my two be overjoyed got a marriage certificate. Below the plan of press comrades, we decide to hold “ to defeat the FOUR OLDS, collective wedding that establishs new wind ” . Other two pairs of classmates that are graduation of Lu Xun beautiful courtyard.
On April 21, 1968, sunday, hold wedding. Wedding begins, not " wedding march " accompany, however collectivity stands up, qi Song: “ respects a long life of Chairman Zhu Mao! Vice-chairman Lin forever healthy! ” read aloud a few paragraphs of “ to have combat readiness barren is the Chairman Mao ana of people ” again next.
Guests did not send red package, there is in agenda is worker of collectivity of Liaoning art publishing house gives us 3 pairs of new personality every a desk lamp, " Mao Zedong anthology " 4.
Midday 3 everybody did not leave guest to have a meal, guest all is hollow and return. I remember, last are bridegroom bride gives a program. I was sung the most popular at that time " sea voyage relies on cox " .
When marrying, in my home special difficulty, parents sends 50 yuan of money and two bedding only; Farther-in-law mother bought a pair of wooden case for us, still bought watch of card of a Shanghai to me. I bear 300 yuan of external debt marriage, this is in after marrying, I just tell a wife. We have marriage hind every months only income of 56 yuan of wage, return external debt even.
Honeymoon hind does not have a few months, all worker of Liaoning art publishing house learns to Party school, we began two ground life. On study class, see a few veteran cadre, old revolution every time by criticize and denounce sb when, I remember my father naturally, do not know right now he is meeting with what kind of blame, in the heart special anguish, but the scene that shows revolution even, that is a paragraph of very afflictive day ……
Harships went eventually, 1972 I from Pan Jin “ 57 ” dry school moves Mao Zedong Thought to publicize group of house art creative work, became professional artist; Smashed 1976 4 people of ” help “ , ended 10 years of turmoil of the country; I received father school 1977 rehabilitate for father, restore honorary advice note; Zhu Fengqin turns when consolidate the party organization for formal Party member; I also joined a Chinese Communist 1980.
The marriage that this Duan Beixi accompanies each other loves turn one's head, we have mutual affinity, had taken rough life trip hand in hand, feel adversity makes our cultural life becomes rich and generous however. More those who make us gratified is, we cashed the relatives and friends on wedding people affectionate wish —— is deeply attached to each other, live to old age in conjugal bliss!
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